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• After You Fall Asleep (Feat. SWINGS)
• Take it Slow
• Make Love (Feat. KUSH)
• Just a Feeling

Tabi’s too perfect. OMG HE NEEDS TO STOP BEING SO PERFECT >.> I know what you mean by his smile. He’s such a little kid. I really like that about him. So innocent. I mean. We don’t know HOW INNOCENT but he seems so pure and adorable. hehe MUSIC! I listen to almost everything // willing to try anything. Overall, BigBang is my top group but I listen to almost all KPOP. How about you? Recommend me some songs! I’ve been listening to all these depressing KPOP songs and my writing just turns depressing LOOOOL!!!

[Daesung Scenario] When You’re a Bully

“UGH!” you shout out loud in your empty apartment. That smile. Those eyes. That figure. Everything you hate about Kang Daesung keeps popping up in your head. The sad thing is that you don’t know why he keeps running around in your mind. You don’t like him. You don’t know him. He’s just Daesung. He’s just another boy in your class and you are not a person that is good with dealing with your emotions that you don’t understand. “Why? Why? Stop thinking about this dude! Erase! Erase! Erase!”

The last time you felt a person invading your thoughts— he decided to break your heart and mind all together. It has left you almost permanently damaged to any kind of affection. What you didn’t understand before is that it is happening all over again. You don’t know how it happened but it is. You don’t want to have feelings for Daesung. You don’t want to experience the same feelings that have left you scarred for so long. 

“Hi!” his voice is bright and cheerful. Too cheerful. He’s just too happy. You are the opposite. You’re like the dark cloud that everyone hates. You’re volatile and destructive. 

“Shut up,” you say and continue to doodle in your notebook before class starts. 

You hate his warm presence. It’s like he’s trying to melt your icy world whereas you just want to keep it as cold as possible— you want to keep your world frozen so that it becomes unbreakable. So that you can be unbreakable.

He sits down next to you, something he has never done until now. You sigh and place down your pen with a slam, while pursing your lips together to form a tight line. Don’t sit next to me, Daesung. Just leave me alone. Don’t be near a girl like me.

“What do you think you’re doing?” you ask, your tone hinting at the anger that you are trying to show him.

He’s smiling at you. That warm smile is drawing you in but your mind is telling you not to go to that place. It is reminding you of how to never trust anyone— not even Daesung— especially Daesung. “Is it okay if I sit here?” he asks. The voice of an angel is singing in your ears and you hate it. 

“I’m going to kick your ass if you get any closer,” you clench your jaw.

“Are you always this mean? To everyone?”

It’s not that you want to be mean. Before Daesung, there was a boy and you were the girl. You were that nice girl and had the soft heart. You smiled like Daesung. Everything about your screamed friendly and full of love to give but you found that love doesn’t last forever. Love is just a fake realm in the imagination and you were stupid to believe that the boy could love you forever. Since then, you promised yourself to never be that person again so in turn— you became this cold, mean person that no one could ever get close to. 

“Yes, so before I lay one on you, move away,” you say and go back to your notebook.

“No one’s going to be your friend, nevertheless love you, if you keep going with that ugly personality of yours,” he tells you and stands up from the seat.

“No one’s going to love that ugly face of yours,” you decide that you can afford to skip class and pack up your books. 

“That’s exactly the kind of thing someone with your mentality would say.”

The whole class is looking at the two of you by now. It must have seem weird considering you never talked a word in class in the first place and now you’re busting out insults to another student. You don’t want to be mean to him. You don’t want to bully Daesung but you had to keep him far from you. You can’t let him get close. He’s been trying to see what is behind your concrete walls. He’s been trying to find the reason why you’re so cold towards everyone. Daesung knows that you would react this way— that you would push him away.

You back out of the classroom and as you turn the corner, another boy bumps into you, dropping your books. The doodles that you have drawn earlier are exposed for him to see. The boy kneels down onto the ground to pick them up but you grab them out of his reach. 

“Get out of my way,” your fortress of a heart is up— the boy that caused you to become this way is standing in front of you. 

“Sweetie.”

Your hand moves on its own. It’s been wanting to do it for a long time. In the empty hallway, the slap on the boy’s face is heard ringing. “Sweetie? In what way am I sweet anymore? In what way am I your ‘Sweetie’ anymore? That ship has sailed long ago.” You step around the boy and begin walking from him. He grabs onto your hand forcefully, pulling you back into his range. You hate his touch. You hate him. You hate what he did to you. You hate how he has hurt you to the point of no return.

“She meant nothing. She’s not you. You’re the one for me,” he pleads but all you hear are lies.

You laugh and pull your hand from his grip. “I’m not even me anymore. You’ll never have that sweet girl again. You’ll never have me again. If you ever see me again. If you ever dare to touch me again— I’ll make you wish you have never been born.” Exiting out of the building, you step to the side of the building and lean on the brick walls. Sliding down to the ground, you grab onto your chest from the pounding going on inside. You hate that boy. You hate him. You hate what he does to you. You hate the feelings that rise when you see that boy. Closing your eyes, you can see that girl that you use to be. The weak girl that could never say or do the things you just did to that boy. You wish you were stronger back then.

“Are you okay?”

Wiping away the stray tears, you clear your throat and look up, finding Daesung with worried eyes. He watches as you revert back to your cold self. “I’m fine. What do you want?” He takes the seat next to you. “Yah. I said if you get any closer that I would punch you in your balls,” you tell him and clench your fists.

He takes your hand and pats them. “Save it for that dude back in the hallway.”

“Ugh. Fuck. You heard everything?” you ask and lean your head onto the outside face of the building. 

“He cheated on you?”

Nodding, you stare up at the empty blue sky. “Yup. Because you know— people with ugly personalities like mine deserve to be cheated on,” your bitter tone is masked by how you believe this lie.

“I didn’t mean that—

“You should. I’m not a nice person, Daesung. You don’t want to become close to a person like me. I’m rotten on the inside.”

You close your eyes and feel the warmth of the sun play on your skin. This is as warm as you can get without melting your walls. Daesung looks down at your notebook. It’s open to the page that you were drawing on earlier. He takes a closer look at the pages and the drawings were of him— all were of him smiling. All the pictures were of Daesung when he is the most beautiful.

“You’ve always been that nice girl. She’s just been hiding.”

Opening your eyes, you see that he’s looking at your notebook, “Don’t look at that!” Daesung puts the notebook behind his back. 

“I charge you know. You can’t just draw me for free.”

“It’s not you!” Trying to reach behind his back for the book, you find that he is not giving up easily.

“Oh, then I’m sure it’s my identical twin— Daesung Part II.”

“What the hell are you talking about? Just give me back my book.”

“For a price—” he says and taps his lips.

A kiss. One kiss. That’s his price for your notebook back. It definitely isn’t worth it. A notebook is just a notebook. Drawings are just drawings. They’re not important to you. A kiss as payment isn’t worth it. “You’re out of your mind—

In the blink of an eye, he has one arm around you and you feel your lips being warmed by his heat. You’re melting. You’re walls are disintegrating into puddles of water and your frozen world is being shined on by this light from Daesung. You hate it but you love it at the same time. The warmth that you haven’t felt from another person in the longest time is finally coming back but you’re afraid of that pain. You can barely breath as your lips are moving with his. You can’t stop falling because that love that you promised to never give to another person is slipping away. 

Leaning head to head, you try to catch up with your breathing. Your two worlds are fighting each other. To believe Daesung and be with him means that you will have to leave your heart vulnerable to a pain that could come. 

“I won’t hurt you. I won’t be like that guy. I’m not him.”

He repeats those words to you. He reassures you over and over again that he is not that guy. He is not that boy that you hate. He will never be that boy to you.

You start to believe him. 

“Don’t hurt me. I can’t go through that again. I can’t.”

“I won’t. You know I won’t. I’m not him.”

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Requested by glowingincense and nlopez35

At first, this was suppose to be Daesung is the bully but that kid is just too happy and nice to be a bully so it got switched around to ‘You’ being the bully. I’m not sure if I made her much of a bully but she was mean? HAHAHA. I hope you enjoyed it! Am I getting better at writing Daesung scenarios? :P

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